Weaving Wednesday 5


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This past weekend I finished putting the warp on the loom in Rowe and began to weave.  I love having it there so I can just weave any time I want.  I’d like to make short work of these towels (the same ones I had made in class). They are beautiful when they are finished but they are seriously boring to weave.  That’s the craft ADD talking.   I’m currently warping a 36″ loom for class with 2/8 Jaggerspun Maine Line wool yarn.  This is my first venture into wool weaving.  It will be an overshot throw in a Maltese Cross pattern.  I’m looking for some really nice colored wool for the weft, it needs to be a heavy worsted.  I love, love, love the feel of wool so winding this warp has been a pleasure.  Next week it goes onto the loom.  My thought is to finish the towels then warp the Rowe loom the same way and make throws for  Christmas presents.

130414 Summer & Winter FinishedThis is the Summer and Winter runner hemmed and washed.  The wool fulled beautifully and it was so soft once it dried.  Brought it down to sister Sue.  Maybe I can get her into weaving one of these days!

Boston

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I’m beginning to feel like I write an obituary for society about once a month.  I’m tired.

Once again it hit very close to home.  Amanda had to work last night and she left the city earlier than usual.  She said she was glad she had to work otherwise she and Yusuf might have gone to watch the marathon, hang out downtown, be part of a special tradition in Boston.  We had other relatives at Fenway.  Everyone is safe but maybe not sound at this point.  You begin to question so many choices when something like this happens.

A photographer friend of mine posted a quote from Boston Globe photographer John Tlumacki at the scene yesterday -“We use a camera as a defense but I was shaken when I got back…“.  That struck such a chord with me.   When I first read what he had said I knew exactly what he was talking about.  With a camera in front of me I am invincible, there is nothing that I fear, my shields are up.  I then looked at his photographs and understood how gripping and horrible it was all in the same moment.  I understood that he was doing his job, in the best way he knew how – he was on autopilot.  He composed his shots, he captured the emotion, he made it real for anyone that looks at them no matter where they are or what language they speak.  I understood in a second how he felt when he started going through his images – the nausea, the shaking to your core, that surreal feeling that it couldn’t possibly have happened yet there are those images.

When I worked as a photographer I was a different person – my personality changed when I did a job.  I was stronger, had a heightened sense of awareness through the viewfinder, I was focused.  When I reviewed my images later I saw them through different eyes.  I have no doubt that this happened to many people yesterday, not just photographers but bystanders, first responders, police.  They jumped into action to do what they could to help their fellow man and only later did they realize what they’d experienced.  My heart goes out to all of them.

Nest

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I plucked this robin’s nest (with egg) out of a small spruce tree in our backyard in Enfield after watching it for a number of weeks to make sure it was uninhabited.  I have a little collection of nests in a china cabinet in Rowe but this particular one is a beauty.  I placed it in a potted ivy that Amanda gave me when she was in 5th grade (it’s now huge).  I stuck 3 wooden skewers into the plant right after repotting it and placed the nest on top of them so it would rest in anything moist.  The ivy has grown all around it and almost hidden it from view, perfect.  It sits in the bay window at the end of the living room facing south.  I move it to a different place in May or so because the sun becomes too intense, but it is the perfect winter spot.

This morning I looked nest up and this was the definition they gave me “A nest is a place of refuge to hold an animal’s eggs or provide a place to live or raise offspring.”   I personally would put a comma after the word refuge because I have always thought of my home as a nest, a place of refuge, a place to raise offspring.  In the years since my children have left the nest in Enfield my intense interest in making it a “home” has waned.  It doesn’t have that soft lining anymore. I don’t decorate it for the holidays, I barely keep up the gardens.  The house in Rowe is a bit different because I’ve been trying to make it into more of a retreat for family and friends. A place where you can feel warm, safe and welcome, where you can spend some time discarding the worries of day to day life.  A place where you can walk in the grass in your bare feet, breath the fresh air, enjoy your morning coffee ourdoors sitting in quiet.

Spring is slowly approaching.  The birds are all feathering their new nests.  I am not so much feathering as regrouping, cleaning, organizing –  in a word nesting.

 

 

Gratitude

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So often we go through our days (and lives) never taking stock of what we are truly grateful for.  There is so much around us that we take for granted – blue skies, the flowers always coming out of the ground in the spring, the birds singing.  I think it’s really more than that.  We need to be thankful for the people around us that have come in and out of our lives at different points.  There are things that happen often when people are behind the scenes that you never give a thought to but they have a tremendous effect on who you are. These can be people you have never met but are tangled into life as you know it.  Sometimes you are given very special gifts that remind you things are not what they appear to be or there is some great underlying plan.  They may seem like grand coincidences but as you delve deeper you find that maybe this was the plan all along.

Someone I have never known said thank you to me yesterday for something I did over forty years ago. It was no small act at the time but I had rarely thought about it from her perspective over the years.  They say time heals all wounds and to some extent that is true but sometimes all it takes is a thank you to help someone to fully heal.  Look around you at the people in your lives and say a silent thank you or one aloud for how they have influenced your life.  Everyone will be better for it.

Waxing Philosophical

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Sunrise, Bear Island, Lake Winnipesaukee

I rarely quote anyone in my blog,  I like my words to be my own but this morning I read this and thought “Hmmm, this is so true”.

“All human beings have three lives: public, private, and secret.”
― Gabriel Garcí­a MárquezGabriel García Márquez: a Life

I would add to this that our lives are compartmentalized in many different ways.  We are different people to and with different people and I might add we continue to gather them throughout our lives.  I can’t speak for anyone else but this is why I orchestrate any gathering at my home carefully because I’ve found when I group family and friends from different aspects and times of my life I can’t cope and become a rather bad hostess.  It becomes chaotic to me (and I want to hide in a rather quiet room somewhere).

Recently I had all three of those lives – public, private and secret – come crashing together.  Rather like a car crash.  I can’t say that I’m on life support but it’s been a blinding whirlwind of a ride.  On this crazy ride I have to say that I am surrounded by the most awesome people – friends, family and new found.  I’ve made some good choices in my life and I was just reminded of it in a very real way.

Look around you, see the people that are going on this journey with you, think about the ones missing or are gone.  There are no coincidences in life, I’m convinced.  Everything happens in its own time and for a reason.

For the Love of a Farm

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I the fall of 2008 I received a call from Alan Bjork, curator of the Rowe Historical Society, about 2 photo albums  he had received with photographs of Forth Pelham Farm.   Someone had taken them when Olive Wright died in a nursing home in Portsmouth, New Hampshire.  Olive had no heirs of any kind so one can only imagine her belongings upon her death were headed for a dumpster somewhere.  The note above was in one of the pages of one of the albums and someone was kind enough to grant her wish that these albums return to Rowe.

Alan let me borrow the albums for a couple of days during which time I scanned all of the photographs and information in both albums.  It was so obvious how much Olive loved the property in Rowe.  There are numerous photographs that she took the time to write information on.  There are brochures from when it was a B&B of sorts.  There are notes and poems sent from lodgers, a newspaper clipping of the listing of the property with the date.

Fort Pelham Farm Late 1800's Front

 

Fort Pelham Farm Late 1800's Back

 

The images above are the front and back of an 8 X 10 photograph mounted on fiberboard the was in the beginning of one of the albums. Olive inscribed the back of the photo with the history of the property.  She took such pride in the history.

Today the maple trees in the front of the house are no longer there.  There were four of them when we moved there in 1967, the last one came down in a summer storm in 1999.  The well is now surrounded by stone instead of wood. Other than that everything looks much the same, at least from this angle.

I’d like to think that Olive would be pleased with what has happened to Fort Pelham Farm in the past few decades.  I think she might be most pleased having a distant family member in the house.

Bitter, Bitter Cold

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I have to admit I took this photograph a few weeks ago when there was less snow and was warm enough to walk out to the back forty.  This past weekend it was so cold the farthest I ventured was the doorway of the shed.  There is still a lot of snow with a crust of ice on the top of it so I wasn’t that interested in snowshoeing.  The dogs didn’t even stay outdoors for long.  Chester made his usual rounds to see what was up with his peeps on either side of us but he spent most of his time in front of the fireplace.

Yesterday the wind was howling and it got up to 17 degrees.  Mid afternoon with the wind chill is was -4.  By last night they were saying -18.  There’s a big difference between having the temperature below zero on a still, cloudless evening and when it’s there because you are having 30 mile per hour winds.  I rather like those still evenings with the snow crunching beneath your feet and it’s so quiet you can hear your electric meter running.  With yesterday’s wind you couldn’t cover up enough.

This is when I start thinking “enough”, I’m ready for spring.  The seed order will be placed this week and I will plot out the garden on graph paper (a few more times).  Sometimes just thinking about the garden makes it feel like spring is almost here!

Post Nemo

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It’s been 4 days since winter storm Nemo swept through the northeast.  When we left Rowe on Sunday the roads to 91S were clear.  Cleared in way that allowed all traffic to flow unimpeded. Where there were turning lanes the road was clear.  The snowbanks were plowed back so the roads were as wide as ever.  Not so in CT.  All four lane roads have been reduced to two.  The snow banks are so high (and in the middle of the road) that you have to be in oncoming traffic to see oncoming traffic.  You take your life in your hands every time you get into a car.

The weather has been warmer and the snow level has gone down considerably since last weekend.  We’ve had ice and rain during the week which in reality has caused all kinds of other problems. None of the storm drains are plowed so there is significant flooding when it rains or melts.  I think the state and the town are just keeping their fingers crossed that we don’t have anymore snow, there is nowhere to put it at this point.  The snowbanks that are here now will be here until April.

It’s funny how much I love the snow when we are in Rowe and how much I hate it in CT.  I think it’s because everyone up north knows how to deal with snow, how to drive in it, how to prepare for that next snowstorm.  Bill and I laugh about how it snows almost every day in Rowe during the winter.  In CT no one puts snow tires on their cars, all rules of the road are suspended once it starts snowing.  People run stop signs, stop lights, refuse to use turn signals, pedestrians walk in the already narrow roads taking their lives in their hands.  It’s kind of scary.  Everyone acts as if snow in winter is an anomaly when the reality is that no snow is the real anomaly.

This is when I start wishing for Spring.  I keep telling myself it is February and we will be sugaring in just a few weeks.  Nothing says spring like boiling sap.

Kids and Kids

620620 Kids with kids (1)When we were kids we didn’t have a dog, in fact I didn’t get my first dog until I was well into my twenties.  We had goats.  Really we had just one goat and her name was Linda (farthest on the right in the photo above). I’ve often thought about this and have come to the realization we had goats instead of dogs because my father had goats instead of dogs when he was a child.

When Linda was born my father asked what we wanted to name her and we thought we would name her after our beloved babysitter.  My father always laughed about how insulted Linda’s father was that we’d named our goat after her.  My mother always said it was because we loved her.

620620 Kids with kids (2)My father loved his goats.  He bought an old barn in another part of town and had it moved to the property on Potter Rd.  A few guys that my father worked with at the plant helped move that building.  The road was a dead end at the time so they had my younger brother hold a traffic flag on the side of the road towards the end – to keep him out of trouble I’m sure.  I think he stood there for a long time.  Dad fit out that building for various animals that we had at the time.

620620 Kids with kids (3)I like the fact that my father was such a resourceful man.  Everything was scrounged from somewhere else.  The ultimate in recycling.  Old snow fence kept the kids in (goats and us apparently). Does anyone remember that fencing?  They used it to cut down on the drifting snow I believe, now they just let it blow.  I’m thinking the barrel in the photo above may have been one he hauled water in during the summer.  We hadn’t yet dug an artesian well on the property so we used a hand dug well with a hand pump (my poor mother). In the summer it went dry and Dad hauled water up to the house in barrels from the Town Hall.  It was almost a year after we moved into that house in Rowe before we had indoor plumbing.  A child’s perspective is so different from an adult’s.  I remember being told that we always had to keep the metal pitcher next to the pump full, it was used to prime it.  On hot days Linda would drink out of it.  The pitcher got stuck on her head one afternoon when the water level was low and she was sipping the last of it.  She wasn’t amused but we certainly were.

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We had Linda for many, many years.  We put her in a car we had for the Old Home Day Parade with a sign my mother made that said “Rowe. A Great Place to Raise Kids”.  We played with her like she was a dog.  She would follow us around the pastures she was in. She would rear up and butt you with her head while you were with her, in a playful goat kind of way.   There were friends we had that she liked and some that she didn’t.  If she didn’t like you she would try to pin you against a tree or the barn with her head.

Barnyards have pecking orders and Linda was always number one in that order.  There was a time when we had a couple of horses, a cow or two and a sheep.  When they came up from the back pasture Linda was always in the lead, two horses, the sheep then whatever cows were there.  That little parade always made me smile.  Linda was always the boss.

We had her until I was in high school.  I think my father was sad to see her go knowing she was his last goat.

630905 Dad and LindaNow we look out on the back forty that we spend all summer mowing, cutting trees and brush  in the fall and winter and talk about having goats to do some of that work for us.  I like to think that my goats would be more dog like in their manner but my memories of goats are probably skewed by the age I was when we had them.