As the renovation project continues I’ve spent a lot of time on a ladder, paintbrush or putty knife in hand, thinking.
We moved into this house in 1967 when I was 11 years old. We drove by this house every Sunday for years before because my mother lusted after it in a huge way. Why, I do not know and never will.
On moving day we were allowed to pick out our bedrooms (although I have an idea they were already picked out for us). The exception being the room I’m currently doing which is adjacent to the bathroom. The master bedroom, also known as the creepiest room in the house.
I believe an old houses has a spirit that is palpable when you walk into it. I think it’s part of the appeal to those of us who live and love these old places. We can feel the lives that have been lived in them. The house in Enfield is truly one of the happiest buildings I have ever been in. Friends have commented on it and it’s the reason we fell in love with it. Good things had happened in that place over it’s 176 year life.
The house on Fort Pelham Farm is not the same kind of place. I felt it the minute I walked in 48 years ago. It has some bad juju and we all know it, just ask my siblings. I’ve done the genealogy of the place trying to figure out what could possibly have happened here that could give it such a sad vibe. You know, it’s not just sad, it’s a little angry as well. I’ve never found anything in particular and sometimes think it’s spirit comes from neglect or “improvements”done by people who knew not what they were doing or were just plain lazy.
Bill and I have done a lot to this place over the past few years. In the back of my mind I’m hoping that renovating in a thoughtful way will help to disperse some of the bad vibes that have been felt here over the years. The living room, with its 3 year project coming to a close was the scene of friends dancing on its expansive floor before furniture was returned. Walls had been replaced, sanding, painting and general TLC had come to an end with a smudge stick of sage from the garden burned to exorcise the demons. I truly believe the act of lovingly breathing new life into the building itself helped its spirit. That and lots of laughter with family and friends.
Upstairs the woodwork has been painted, the plaster patched, the wallpaper begins to go up today. Just painting has made the room feel lighter. I think as we continue to improve the structure itself and bring in laughter and love the spirit of the place can change. Once the garden is in full swing I will also be rolling a couple more sage smudge sticks because you never know.